...is made up by people whom I meet on my journey. They mold
me, they change me, they make me who I am. I am so lucky. I have met so many
wonderful fucking amazing people and they all have taken my breath away. Together
with pieces of my heart. Giving me back loads of universal energy which keeps
me going. Right now I feel like a broken Dahlek. Aimlessly trying to find the
direction, barely coordinating the movement of my limbs and repeating one
almost pointless phrase over and over again – it is over, it is over, it is over...
I am most certainly not seeing 99% of our Comenius project friends ever again
and although I know that they are not lost and the communication between people
has never been as easy as it is today... I am missing you. The eye contact with
people, their physical presence is the only real energy source and nothing
compares to that. We all know what happens to the phone if its battery gets
low. It gives you warning – connect to charger! And if you don’t do that – it dies.
The good thing is that I can be charged for so much longer than any phone... I
will find you in my heart, recharge myself using your input in me and then keep
going. My dear people, do you know that you have been used? I have been taken
advantage of you in any way possible :) My only hope and excuse is that I have
been trying to give the same amount of myself in return. I love you all!
